I was hospitalized several times and previously diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder then with a schizoid personality disorder with a mood disorder NOS. my previous psychiatrist prescribed me seroquel, he never told me specifically what the seroquel was for though. im not sure how crazy he thought i was. i dont hear voices but i have short episodes of paranoia or suspicion when i feel stressed or anxious in situations and mood swings. maybe thats why i got the schizoaffective diagnosis. i dont think my way of interacting helps though with the diagnosis (i don’t make eye contact and im really flat/expressionless, they notice it right away and always ask if i’m scared/paranoid or nervous, which i am).
schizophrenia happens to run in my family though(a few of my relatives have it). I have recently been hearing ringing in my ears off and on and i notice another lower sound that seems like it could be a whispering voice like on a radio. there are no specific words i can make out though. i thought there was a radio playing but when i walked around or covered my ears it seemed to come from my ears and the tone doesn’t change no matter where i go. It comes and goes and i can mostly hear it when i’m in a quiet room. i sort of wish it would become louder sometime and start telling me things, so that it would confirm that it’s a "real" voice. im not sure if it’s tinnitus, or some side effect from the medication, or a mild symptom of psychosis. my new psychiatrist thinks it’s a symptom of psychosis, but i’ve been taking seroquel since before i started having ringing/whispering in my ears.

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